As long as I can remember, I have obsessed over food and consuming large amounts of it. My parents were smokers and I remember as little as 4 years old just waiting for them to go outside for a cigarette, so I could gorge on food in private. This continues to this day.
I cannot leave a half eaten meal in the fridge until I’m hungry. If I have left overs from a restaurant, I am constantly thinking about them until the box is tossed. I love visiting drive-thrus and getting 3-4 items and eating until I’m sick. Or food delivery.
I don’t know if this is OCD but does anyone know of a way out? I am up 65 lbs in three years and it has destroyed my social life, my love life, my career, my family relationships and more. I know I am well on my way to diabetes and a range of other health issues and I don’t want to kill myself over something as silly as food.
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