And since I found out, it has given me a new motivation to lose the weight, knowing that I am not a failure and there was a reason!
So, to start, I consulted with a nutritionist for a diet plan. She insisted I get tested for PCOS. I initially was not going to but after my friend too urged, I did. And the test came back positive. I started reading up on it and so many women's journey has been mine.
No matter what diet I did, how much I exercised, my weight just would not go down. I am counting calories, barely eating and the scale would barely even move. And then I'd give up.
But now I'm on glucophage for my insulin resistance. I am following a very strict diet plan that has no sugar, no flour (but we have Oat and Quinoa flour) and no preservatives and finally, the results are showing themselves.
I hate it. I hate eating like this (even if it's till my brain gets used to no sugar and stuff and then I can be more relaxed about food while maintaining the no sugar/flour thing) and I want to say screw it I will just give up it never works anyways - but I won't.
I've reached the top of the roller coaster and the tension is real. Now, do I choose to go back down OR do I push despite everything my lying brain is telling me right now and go through the journey till my body accepts this state as a norm?
I push forward. It sucks it sucks and it sucks but I'm doing it this time.
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