Ive lost 10kg and a bit but Im still very resentful angry about how people treat me.

So ive lost a bit more than 10kg and there are so many differences, but I am still very angry.

So basically yeah people give me more attention and talk to me more , more people like talking to me, but I cant help but think, if i was still fat thete wpukd be no differences. I will still be treated like trash, ignored by girls, have little to no friends, and all that stuff. I think about this like everyday and it is pissing me off.

And it is almost like Of i want to have a good life or have fun i HAVE to loose weight. If i want to make a girl attracted to me i HAVE to loose weight. If i want to go a party and have a fun time dancing and eating good food I HAVE to loose weight. If I want to enjoy a good outing at a resturaunt eating lots of good food I HAVE to loose weight so that I dont make anyone feel unconfortable because I am an overweight guy eating food.

I know this is probably very unhealthy to think like this but i literally just cant get this out of my mind. Like I dotn want to think like this but it just keeps coming up, like i will only be properly accepted in society is if i loose weight.

So yeah how do I stop thinking about this, ans how much of this is the hard truth?

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