I’m currently a senior in high school and all through my high school career I’ve been overweight and obese. I started my freshman year at around 170, and due to several emotional turmoils and my reliance on food to cope with my own self hatred, have gained almost 100 pounds since. I’ve been given several opportunities to start losing but rejected them for the unhealthy emotional support food has given me.
My weight doesn’t reflect who I am or who I wish to be. I’ve always imagined myself going off in the world as a slim, feminine person with a soft demeanor who was comfortable in their own body and could flaunt it off happily, but all I see in the mirror is an unattractive monster of a loser.
I’m scared that by the time I’m in college my insecurities of my own weight will have an affect on me socially and emotionally. I just want to lose it all as soon as I can, but at the same time I’m aware of the reality that losing so much weight in such a quick amount of time isn’t healthy and will only result in disaster.
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