I’ve always been a fat guy all my life. I’ve always acted like it’s never hurt me with the insults or the whispers, even from some of my closest family. I’m from a Mexican household so my name would always be Gordo. I’ve tried everything I can to try and loose weight ever since I was little, I’ve even gotten clean of pills and heroin ( going on 8 years clean ) but this fucken food I know is killing me and I can’t seem to stop eating to save my life. I’m a huge stress eater. And I stress over the littlest of things. Honestly it’s fucken dumb. But here I go again about to try and loose this weight because I haven’t felt so good, have had some chest pain. But to be honest I don’t know why I’m writing this lol maybe because I want someone to hear me or let this all out. But I just want to be happy and healthy and be able to not worry if I might fit into those pants or is that shirt big enough or are my fucken sneakers gonna look like fucken loads of bread cause of my fat feet lol. If anybody has any pointers on how to loose my addiction to food I’d greatly appreciate it. I know it sounds stupid but I do need help.
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