Like I'll come home and look in the mirror and grab a handful of myself and be like "look you can grab a handful of yourself. Normal people shouldn't be able to do that." Then I stare into my eyes and think "look how flat and fat your face is" then take out my phone and start taking pictures of my head from and turned to different angles to see how I really look. Even when I was underweight i wasnt content and felt fat as fuck like what the hell when do I finally start to feel good about myself? I feel so anxious when I sit down or stand up and walk that everyone is looking at me and can see how fat I am (despite not even being overweight). Everyday I think about my body and it's an obsession. My family comments on my eating habits on how I go from eating very little to binging and I feel horrible about it. Somehow through this system I still maintain my weight though which is nice I guess. Idk i just wanna be beautiful like the guys in anime and shit.
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