Advice and motivation

I apologize for my English, its not my first language.

I have been trying my best to lose weight, but I keep falling off the wagon. I told my friends earlier that I was going back on my diet tomorrow, and my husband just snickered. When I asked him why he did, he said, "because you always say that" and didn't want to argue.

I am morbidly obese, suffer from Bulimia and am 4"11 with PCOS. I have been trying my best to stay optimistic, but its so hard. I am testifying against my father in March for sexual abuse I endured as a child. I am seeing a therapist about it, and am on multiple prescriptions for my PCOS.

I dont know what to do. I dont know how to "eat" properly. Growing up as a kid, my father always bought TV dinners and bags of McDonald's burgers. I cant see a dietician as they cost a lot to see.

I need some help and motivation.

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