I am tired of being obese. I’m tired of being ashamed of the way I look and not recognizing myself when I look into the mirror. Tired of food being my comfort when things get stressful or an entertainment when I am bored. I want to see my friends and enjoy myself without feeling embarrassed, to walk my dog without feeling like my heart is going to burst out of my chest.
I am currently 22F, 5’2, CW: 190 lbs (86kg) GW: 120 lbs (54kg).
I am currently trying to find the right WOE and exercises that work for me. I have tried vegetarian, pescatarian, keto etc. It’s difficult to find something I can stick to. I feel very emotional right now, and feel like I’ve been a failure who lacks discipline since I haven’t stuck to any of the diets.
I live in a very VERY small house with a large family. There’s hardly room to exercise indoors. However I’m hoping I can find an exercise that can work for me somewhere. Even if I have to do it in the dirt.
I’m just so tired of gaining weight and feeling sorry for myself and feeling like a failure. I’m desperate for change
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