I just moved to boulder for college from my home state and I've committed myself to an entirely new life. like i've already bought all my healthy grocery which is 80%ish vegetarian and i've already booked a private trainer and mapped out my mourning walks and today as i was driving i just stated crying and feeling a deep level of compassion for my current self but being upset i was never able to love my "fat" self which even how i view my self as the fat self hurts. because now it's like i'm just waiting to get to my "thin" self to finally be happy and love myself and it's like what about me as i am now? because the "fat" me is the one doing the work to allow the "thin" me to be happy. idk kind of a rant but it just feels nice to type it out
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