I've pretty much hit rock bottom here.

And I've been putting a lot of thought into it, but holy shit I'm absolutely sick of being like this.

I'm writing this (mostly for myself) to have something written down for once where I can hold myself accountable, because everything has been all in my head, I've never actually put the effort in. It's always "oh, I'll do Monday," or "tomorrow" and it takes three weeks to create a habit so this is my new decade's resolution. I'm tired of not being able to be the person I want to be. I almost had it early this year, and then I fell back into old habits.

Also with all the stories I've been reading that have been posted here... They really hit home because it's like you guys are me with the same thoughts I have. I just want to be a better version of me, you know?

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